MY LOVE

Stretching my arms, I was at joy,
Suddenly a breeze came and, o boy
I lost the battle once again,
My all the resilience went in vain,

Faith and patience were my two virtues,
But today I am at gape which one to choose,
Suddenly I look up to heavens,
Dropping my shoulders and hiding my pains,

Why does the happiness leave my hand in hurry?
I was enjoying every bit of them but sorry,
The life never has the highs all the time,
Sorrow has to come to show me the line,

I nurture my love with so much care,
Still I have to push back when I should dare,
May be the time will never come for me to take my love,
Or maybe it is just one of the stones thrown from above,

If this is love then no one should do it,
But for me, I am proud about it,
It has given me so much to feel and think about,
My love has been the best to give it a shout,

So aloud that the rock should break its own shell,
Tears come out even from the forces of hell,
I have decided to sacrifice everything for her,
God give me the strength to follow the decision and adhere,

If this period were short for me to show my affection,
I am ready to love her all lifelong to attain the perfection,
It is hard to understand what I am going through,
But this feeling has been there and it is not new,

I know my love will understand me forever,
Even if she doesn’t say it, she will deny it never,
Oh baby, you were always there in my heart and mind,
But now you are encrypted in every pore of the body I find…..

I WONDER

Whenever I see these stars twinkle, I wonder
Where they hide when the clouds thunder,
Whenever I see the vast ocean, I wonder
What secret they have under,
Whenever I see the rain drops falling, I wonder
Why the earth have so much thirst and hunger,
Whenever I see a tree standing without green, I wonder
What mistake would have caused this blunder,
Whenever I see birds fly home, I wonder
Why the day becomes so soon older,
Whenever I see my life without you, I wonder
How will my world look without amber,
Rainbow is also incomplete without seven colors,
Then why I need to live like this without you my dear,
I've answers for nature's wonderful things,
But why this question of my own life stings,
Eyes look up to heaven for the reason,
But I get no answer even with the changing season,
I've become a rock with a hollow shell,
Without you life is like a temple without a bell,
Now tears have also refused to flow,
May be I am pushing the wall that will never bow,
May be our dreams will never become the reality,
May be our home will never attain the sanity,
But still you are here inside my heart and mind,
And no wonder that I still have your name in every beat I find...