A moment of Divine

I see your hand holding mine,

I see your eyes as red as wine,

I could see the tears falling,

And here’s my breath stalling,

Your walk down the aisle stopped my beat,

Every step is my dream and not your feat,

Flowers in the room are smiling again,

Leaving behind the regrets of human disdain,

Being in love was never so enticing,

Being loved is always dazzling,

Waiting for you to stand beside me,

Our love in your eyes I could see,

Holy fire burning has never been so calm,

Looks like flames are of love and does not harm,

Journey we began has no end,

Lifetime is short for us to spend,

I see your face radiate,

Finally the feeling is sinking in and is sedate,

I owe a thank to God’s sign,

We met and rest was divine. . .

Devil and Me

Now comes a phase with a new journey,

Some forlorn desires are devil’s new attorney,

I think I have quelled and quashed them,

Still sometimes I see them lurking at the helm.

Here is my horizon I would like to touch,

But devil’s advocate seems to return to the perch,

My dreams sometimes dream of the nightmare,

Like a parasite they search their share.

I wake up at the middle of the night,

Deride them, fighting them like a knight,

Mornings are like herbs I need,

Bruised and battered I try to feed.

Sun has the light to heal,

Free, firm, happy and loved I feel,

Will I find an angel again?

Or should I make the devil my friend?

This battle needs me victorious,

These questions only seems vicious,

I know answers lie within me,

Only have to open my eyes to see. . .

 -Amrit Sagar-

THE BOAT AND US

Some life events are just not the strike of time but are monumental in designing the lifestyle. When I talk about lifestyle it is just not the way we live out life but how we can shape lifestyle of people around us and I believe that no matter how perfect you are, for your journey to the dreaded death is many a times defined by the ring around us. Few believe in what they get and few are determined to have what they want. Former succeeds every time but latter has to go through the most shrewd struggle in life but eventually latter gets, if not the picture perfect yet close to comfort system, a system they want. For the latter ones, all the life events are monumental, even the failures. Few lines to everyone of them surviving in this intense world:


I hear the crumbling of the earth beneath me,
I fear the high tides coming off the sea,
I see a boat sailing at the horizon,
I hope for the subtle rays of morning sun.

My heart says to wait for the night to pass,
The full moon is making even the sea gasp,
This light is darker than the night,
Hope is that boat, far off my sight.

I look around to see if anyone could succor,
I find a few but none to assist further,
The fear superimposed all the hopes in my mind,
Alone me is all I could find.

Midst of all, my lips kept mumbling the word, believe,
Hope was the only path my eyes could see,
Nothing lasts forever, I thought,
Horizon is my destination and then I fought.

Slowly I step my shaking feet on the ground,
Ready to take the leap of faith I found,
Tides are still trying to pull me there,
But I, with my closed eyes, hang on clinching the air.

My eyes are filled with crimson rays,
I look around while the boat sways,
Its the same water around me,
The demonic tides are now the assist to my journey.


Life is tale of difficulties and gladiators being carved out of these tales. Faith, patience, determination, will to walk the talk, and above all the power of unknowns are few of the thousand factors shaping up who we are and how we do in what we choose to do. But the choice is always ours. Events makes us anxious but they get monumental when we hold the anxiety and take control of our determination and will to drive us on the journey we all want to commence.

--AMRIT SAGAR

SEE YOU AGAIN !

I don't have words to write,
I don't have strengths to fight,
It was a dream to see you again,
Never thought my love would be a bane,
You were in front of me-
The world I always see,

You carried the same charm,
A foot away I felt the warmth,
You extended your hands to touch mine,
The intoxication it has was of a wine,
Had lots to say but expressed a few,
Hours fly when I am with you,

It's deja-vu and you are gone,
The memories and I am alone,
Shall I wait or walk ?
There is no one with whom I can talk,
My mind is cluttered,
Confused,sad,irritated and battered,

Still you are within me,
Still you are the one I see,
My eyes will close with a dream,
You will still be my angle as you have always been...

-AMRIT SAGAR-

LOVE WITH YOU AGAIN !

Have you seen clouds falling from sky?
Have you seen moon saying good bye?
They only make way for a new fragrance,
Guarding the beauty with their fence,
But have you seen the pain they go through?
The tears are sea and tides,
Still those tears warm our mind and heart,
The love grows even if they fall apart,
The night will again come when moon sees the earth,
The air will again blow to give cloud its new birth,
I’m waiting for that night to come and that air to flow,
When I see you right here and touch you slow,
Take you in my arms as cloud hugs its peers,
Fill your lap with my cold tears,
I cry when I think of you,
I feel so lonely and world seem so new,
But you are still here when I close my eyes,
You and those moments still glide,
I feel suffocated when I can’t relive them,
And even if you dun say, I know you feel the same,
I will come to you again for sure,
My love is still very deep and pure,
I love you more than this pain,
I guess I am in love with you again . . .

YOU & MY DREAM

One day lying on my bed, I closed my eyes,
I found a white aura spreading in front,
But instead of opening the eyes, I lied blunt,
Someone was culminates out if and sighs,
The shadow was blurred and hazy,
The light started to disappear fast,
I did not want to move till the spectrum lasts,
So I chose to lie down on my bed like lazy,
The figure started coming near to me,
As if I could extend my arms and touch it,
But still I preferred to stick to my bed without moving a bit,
Because I wanted to feel it or at least see,
Suddenly a thought struck me light lightning,
Why I was being so greedy and desiring?
After all it is a dream so why I’m not realizing,
But I really wanted to know what is hiding,
May be I was expecting YOU in the shadow,
Or maybe I was in paradox with reality,
May be I did not want to break moment’s sanity,
Whatever it maybe, my dream was in full flow,
The shadow was getting sharper,
I found one hand touching my eyes,
It felt so real and so very nice,
Oh my god! How can I forget the touch? Never,
This is the touch that is engraved in my heart forever,
It is the touch I always feel when I caress myself,
And it took no time to realize the truth
That it was you my love, searching for me like white feather………………..

-AMRIT SAGAR-

NIGHT HAS SORROUNDED

Look at the beautiful evening,
Leaves are flying high without wings,
Look at the setting red sun beyond the horizon,
Birds are heading home after day’s fun,
Look at the mountain’s love for the red star,
It is still caressing the sun being so far,
This beauty is soothing to the eyes,
We never realize when the light glides,
You may believe that our love is like this twilight,
But I have promised to love you beyond the dark night,
I have cared for you like mountains,
I have held you hand to see off all the pain,
I know you are far like the red light,
But I will stand on the peak to reach that height,
I may have to wait for this night to pass,
But my love for you will never die, till I last,
The night is getting darker and the wind is striking me,
Still you are the only one I can see,
Neither the lightning nor the thunder can create the fear,
Because I have kept you like my heartbeat, very near…………..

-AMRIT SAGAR-